Joash Neo, 17 for the year 2010
came to earth on the 26th Aug 1993
Love for God :D music.basketball.ex-hendersonian.wanna learn guitar.stitch.
joashneo@hotmail.com
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Sunday, 17 October 2010
Recently everything just felt kinda weird just plain weird.. Friday went with leslie to queensway and got my crocs slippers :D dam happy and pray no idiots will step and spoil my slippers. Now my wallet has a big fat hole in it and yet i wanna buy earpiece. Bbq at sarah house was kinda fun but lacking in atmosphere i guess or maybe i just it was just me. Was like when qiaoting ask me to do the hudie pose with her i was nt really that high. Was just feeling down and this feeling drag on and on till now. Should be meeting leslie on tues to help him with his studies dont know if it shld be done at my house or not argh...really wanna learn the guitar but the chords are just so dam hard to play its as though my fingers are too fat too short too retarded. Kinda stunned by gina's facebook. Not sure if i shouls just let it be or get it over with. For now its music,guitar,games and getting ready for school.
12:33
Friday, 1 October 2010
Donkey years since i blogged. Just felt like it. Worked part of my holidays away and can the experience was not bad when working with friends. Earn close a thousand bucks i guess?
Supposely suppose to get a iphone4 but some crappy thing occur. Hate it when i get my hopes high up and it drops like some rock. Anyway settled for a samsung phone for now.blogging on it right now :D
Exams results were so so but kinda surprising i pass my programming. Leslie came over and taught him abit of math. Slacked played blackshot then kevin came. Went to bath and change and went for super late lunch at wow wow west woo i love their chicken chop.Walled home with kevin and talk like crazy. If only we 3 are like in same class now it would be totally awesome.
Been quite awhile since we both talked. Dont know why our conversations just suddenly stop without me realising. Now that i think about it i cant really find a reason why.kinda sucks now. Its like being strangers and i hate it. Think i will use next week of my time for guitar and cut down on my gaming. Led worship for net tonigt was super nervous even though it was my second time. I can just feel it that something is missing and i hate it. Wow super long poat done on my phone.
12:21
Thursday, 26 August 2010
yea my birthday today :D woke up, guitar & gaming~ awesome. guitar skills still like some lousy crap my fingers are fat and retarded. bath, changed & found a hair dryer at home! dried my hair at rapid speed :D
went to city hall with my mom for sushi tei brunch!! super duper nice! company my mom buy clothing then to bm's polyclinic. the bubbletea coffeeshop at bm is gone! love the bubble tea there, good thing i am not in hss anymore without that bubbletea i will suffer.
homed, guitar-ed but still fail and just bring pain to my fingers till leslie came over :D slacked and then went to tiong meet with the people for my birthday dinner celebration :D went to 18 chef and dinner-ed with leslie, dhurkesh, carmen, jasmine, christabel, qiao ting, nicole, agnes, sarach, janice, jue yu, mui siew, felicia, janel, eugenia and fiona! gave leslie a treat fo dinner and we all were like crazy and super noisy loudness! weird 18chef guy pop by our table twice and smiled. sang birthday song at the top of their voices same weird man came shook my hand and i asked him "you are?" and his name is andrew o.o! yea super random.
went popular and then outside of tiong i have another fruity birthday cake!! :D looks like it cost a bomb :X thank you! made a wish & cut the cake! then everyone left except carmen, jasmine & qiao ting. went to watch salt!! missed the first 5-10mins of the movie but still it was awesome! angelina jolie was like the freaking killing machine :D thank God for everything i have now
11:05
Wednesday, 25 August 2010
been waking up at 11.30am - 1.30pm still and today happens to be 1.30pm! woke up and took the guitar! :D from yesterday been trying to learn to play something. first timer and my fingers are red and painful like mad. learnt G & C chords i think. learnt like the first 5seconds of the song more than words :D my little pinky finger is the worse pain like crap.
played blackshot and had my first meal of the day at 4plus. instant noodle :D and then suddenly kevin & leslie appeared at my house door o.o! got stun! they came with a surprise birthday cake! yea i love them! thank God that i met this two awesome buddies in my life! watched yog table tennis and as usual joke and laugh like crazy retards :D if only we all are together in the same school and class life would be awesome!
busy liking, commenting &replying sms now :D its 2am! 26aug! yea!! tons of birthday wishes and i still love my birthday surprise from kevin & leslie! totally unexpected :D feel kinda guilty that kevin's birthday was not celebrated cause he did not come out that day or something. next year i shall!! and this coming is leslie's birthday!!
11:22
Tuesday, 17 August 2010
jogging last sunday with mandy, janice, jueyu & jasmine made my body sore but was worth actually burning fats hopefully. jog around tiong park total of 3rounds!! as good as jogging with janice instead cause the rest cant catch up o.o! janice went back home for dinner, then we went to play ball & badminton :D starting to enjoy playing badminton maybe because it had alittle breeze better then in a no air court. dinnered and had one of the saltiest tasting chicken rice's rice. went home to bath, brought my mac along to mandy's house and mahjong :D still the same as ever lousy at it, mandy helped me win one game :P
holidays now are like for me to catch up on my sleep. sleeping at 4am to 5am everyday and waking up at 11am to 1pm! developed this pig-like sleeping habit thanks to family guy cartoon on my mac. plus a bad habit of eating in the middle of the night. just had chocolate cake yesterday and the day before. gaming and gaming all day long. i wanna learn the guitar but just always too lazy to pick it up. i will by next week! was asked if i was over her, right now my answer is yes but it wavers.
09:49
Sunday, 1 August 2010
been a super long time since i last blogged. guess now i only blog when i'm down. piled up with major assignments and projects, all due this week and i am almost done but there seems to be still so much to do. having fun in poly but at the same time its kinda empty. in poly i dont have those soulful friends whom i can really be myself, have fun and be there when i am down.
i really missed my henderson friends. so glad that i am still in touch with kevin & leslie :) they came over to my house on sat, game abit and we went to queensway shopping centre :D tapered my pair my jeans and i am loving it! no longer baggy. sucks to be small, clothes have to be altered. just feel contented just walking about and talking rubbish with 2 of my best retardeds guys! went for dinner with kevin and then to popular, kevin bought same mouse as me :D God knows when is the next time i will see them again and have fun.
church today, then went to city square mall or someplace for lunch. saw the iphone 4 in the singtel shop. mom told me she psycho my dad into getting it~hopefuly in 2-3weeks new stock come and i may get it. hate the emptiness. it just sucks. sometimes i'm up and down. feels like i am drifting away from God & everyone else once in awhile. i really needa get back up and continue my journey with God. worst thing of all is the coming holidays after this coming week. God knows what i am suppose to do with such a long break
10:10
Wednesday, 7 July 2010
dad sent me to school today, step outta the house he saw me wearing slippers and i had an lecture from him from the lift to the car all the way to ngee ann. complain about wearing slippers, my dressing, my hair and worst of all my friends. he never even met my friends before and he said that they influence me into this kinda 'bad' image. seriously pissed, kept quiet the whole time, doing that he say that i treat him as an idoit and have no respect. 2dd lessons today was just simply telling my teacher about my plans for the coming poject and game away with danial ryan and mark. just love my class in a way that they make me smile.
went to mac for lunch with the whole class, used the voucher we won months ago $2 per person. ordered mega mac and somehow the lady gave me back the voucher, thought she stamp or tear something outta it. while eating xueyao asked me, why i did not use the voucher, was kinda confused at first, realised in the end that the lady forgot to keep the voucher so i end up having another $2 voucher~ got chocolate sundae with danial with the free voucher :) then took bus to botanic garden, reached there, went to orchid park with danial, mark, ryan, lucien & gary and into the cool house where the plants get air con. chose that room cause its the place without heat nice and cool until the mist starts spraying on us and it gets freaking cold every 10minutes.
wanted to ball today with the class but the venue is so far away. bus back to tiong, freaking long journey, fell asleep many times on the bus. sucks to have that pain in the heart for no reasons. its like living with a smiling mask.
07:51