Joash Neo, 17 for the year 2010
came to earth on the 26th Aug 1993
Love for God :D music.basketball.ex-hendersonian.wanna learn guitar.stitch.
joashneo@hotmail.com
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slept at 2am plus for friday and sat and kinda really made me tired since i also wake up early the next day. saturday went for dance practice for some church thing, moves are really fast, worst of all i was purely sleepy. today went to church equally tired, eyes kept closing. pinch myself like crazy, speaker was talking bout how the generation of youth now are soft and dependent. went for GDOP~global day of prayer for youth today, shuttle bus to expo, burgerking for lunch with region 9/10 youth. went max pavillion and its kinda like a service with abit more prayer. every where i look is all youth till i see this middle age balding uncle, think he came to the wrong event cause adults GDOP is during the evening o.o! kinda tired not just because i lack sleep, just feeling that 'tired'.. i know its all over and i never think about it when i am with others laughing like crazy but its like a temporary thing, once i am alone its in the corner of my brain again. thanks to today's speaker, i get random lecture from my dad.
07:23
Sunday, 16 May 2010
its has been almost a month of poly life, gotta say that i was like a sleep log in the first few days then i kinda started to burst into life like i was injected with red bull o.oll... guess i am getting hyper in class to not feel bored.. made some friends, and some older then me but still as friendly and can be as retarded as me. food is kinda normal and cheap, portions are not bad but i hate the queues. roti prata is freaking huge! only lesson i enjoy so far would be drawing, followed by IS lesson with my not-so-man teacher and then the rest of the lessons really sucks.
watched iron man 2 with leslie & kevin at tiong yesterday, main thing wasnt the movie but was seeing 2 of my best friends! super long time since i seen them, really missed them. the lady in the movie was super hot hot hot! leslie agreed although he said her boobs look fake o.o!.. leaving for vivo then saw a john little sale, could not resist, went there got a pink t-shirt ~ *poof* $20 just flew, went to vivo and walked about with my 2 buds, walked around laughing here and there just like before in the past after school like everyday but now its like once in a blue moon.
its like having everything at one moment and then everything just disappears into thin air, had 2 best buds with me for years and now they are leading different lives from me, had the girl whom i loved, already gone for months, told myself its over and gotten over it, but still its somewhere in the back of my head. its like a heart wrenching pain..on the point whereby i can no longer breakdown, just numb. sometimes i wonder if i am really hyper in poly just to cover up my crappy self. going to poly i look forward to killing time, heading back home, i am alone and left to think, its that feeling of emptiness. know that my walk with God is going down the drain but i am not letting go of it, never...realised that i havent really read up on the bible my whole life. what have i been doing thats the question. desperately need a real bible of my own and my own time with you Jesus.
07:30
Sunday, 9 May 2010
been so tired the whole week plus falling sick since thursday. fever, sore throat & cough thanks to chocolates and bunch of food. voice is either low or like dont know what. suffer like crap trying to talk.
loads of thing to do in poly, more on assignment and listening to teacher talk is boring & 3/4 of the class is mario and pokemon gaming :D went to see docter yesterday~throat infection with 6 types of medication... went out with my relatives for buffet dinner! long time since i seen them, celebrated my 4th aunt birthday!
cw duty today, went to have fun with the little kids! lunched at some japanese food court with parents and friends then helped out some stranger with somethings and homed.
havent been to city harvest for 2weeks already i think. kinda miss the service, captures my attention more than my own church o.oll.. feels like theres something missing in my life, as though sometimes i will feel down and out. seriously need to find out what is missing. missing the old times...slacking around with kevin and leslie and loving every moment with my friends. i wanna get a bible! my very own one!
07:32
Sunday, 2 May 2010
its that time of the month where i get this feeling again, and it aint some girl problem where i bleed. mood swings & i am falling sick from an overdose of chocolates. belgium chocolate ice cream, chocolate banana fudge and brownie with chocolate sauce all from ice-cream gallery :D yea i truely am asking for it. kinda thought of the past, well it over so gotta stop thinking and stop being a dumbass. hopefully tomorrow's celebration for 1st place in retro with class will be awesome and cheers me up
10:20
Sunday, 23 May 2010
slept at 2am plus for friday and sat and kinda really made me tired since i also wake up early the next day. saturday went for dance practice for some church thing, moves are really fast, worst of all i was purely sleepy. today went to church equally tired, eyes kept closing. pinch myself like crazy, speaker was talking bout how the generation of youth now are soft and dependent. went for GDOP~global day of prayer for youth today, shuttle bus to expo, burgerking for lunch with region 9/10 youth. went max pavillion and its kinda like a service with abit more prayer. every where i look is all youth till i see this middle age balding uncle, think he came to the wrong event cause adults GDOP is during the evening o.o! kinda tired not just because i lack sleep, just feeling that 'tired'.. i know its all over and i never think about it when i am with others laughing like crazy but its like a temporary thing, once i am alone its in the corner of my brain again. thanks to today's speaker, i get random lecture from my dad.
07:23
Sunday, 16 May 2010
its has been almost a month of poly life, gotta say that i was like a sleep log in the first few days then i kinda started to burst into life like i was injected with red bull o.oll... guess i am getting hyper in class to not feel bored.. made some friends, and some older then me but still as friendly and can be as retarded as me. food is kinda normal and cheap, portions are not bad but i hate the queues. roti prata is freaking huge! only lesson i enjoy so far would be drawing, followed by IS lesson with my not-so-man teacher and then the rest of the lessons really sucks.
watched iron man 2 with leslie & kevin at tiong yesterday, main thing wasnt the movie but was seeing 2 of my best friends! super long time since i seen them, really missed them. the lady in the movie was super hot hot hot! leslie agreed although he said her boobs look fake o.o!.. leaving for vivo then saw a john little sale, could not resist, went there got a pink t-shirt ~ *poof* $20 just flew, went to vivo and walked about with my 2 buds, walked around laughing here and there just like before in the past after school like everyday but now its like once in a blue moon.
its like having everything at one moment and then everything just disappears into thin air, had 2 best buds with me for years and now they are leading different lives from me, had the girl whom i loved, already gone for months, told myself its over and gotten over it, but still its somewhere in the back of my head. its like a heart wrenching pain..on the point whereby i can no longer breakdown, just numb. sometimes i wonder if i am really hyper in poly just to cover up my crappy self. going to poly i look forward to killing time, heading back home, i am alone and left to think, its that feeling of emptiness. know that my walk with God is going down the drain but i am not letting go of it, never...realised that i havent really read up on the bible my whole life. what have i been doing thats the question. desperately need a real bible of my own and my own time with you Jesus.
07:30
Sunday, 9 May 2010
been so tired the whole week plus falling sick since thursday. fever, sore throat & cough thanks to chocolates and bunch of food. voice is either low or like dont know what. suffer like crap trying to talk.
loads of thing to do in poly, more on assignment and listening to teacher talk is boring & 3/4 of the class is mario and pokemon gaming :D went to see docter yesterday~throat infection with 6 types of medication... went out with my relatives for buffet dinner! long time since i seen them, celebrated my 4th aunt birthday!
cw duty today, went to have fun with the little kids! lunched at some japanese food court with parents and friends then helped out some stranger with somethings and homed.
havent been to city harvest for 2weeks already i think. kinda miss the service, captures my attention more than my own church o.oll.. feels like theres something missing in my life, as though sometimes i will feel down and out. seriously need to find out what is missing. missing the old times...slacking around with kevin and leslie and loving every moment with my friends. i wanna get a bible! my very own one!
07:32
Sunday, 2 May 2010
its that time of the month where i get this feeling again, and it aint some girl problem where i bleed. mood swings & i am falling sick from an overdose of chocolates. belgium chocolate ice cream, chocolate banana fudge and brownie with chocolate sauce all from ice-cream gallery :D yea i truely am asking for it. kinda thought of the past, well it over so gotta stop thinking and stop being a dumbass. hopefully tomorrow's celebration for 1st place in retro with class will be awesome and cheers me up
10:20
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